Well...................only 98 days to go.  I feel so horrid.  I missed his first phone call home from Ft. benning,  I wasn't here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  All becuase I had to take my stupid ass to Wal-Mart to get transmission and power steering fluid for the S-10.  If I had only waited until tomorrow morning to go I would've been here fo rhim, to talk to to him and hear his voice again.  who knows how often he is going to be alble to call and I wasn't here for him.  Daddy is worried I will start drinking.  I don't want to eat, I don't want to drink.  I just want to hear his voice.