Well...............here goes. Lindsey, I know you deleted your blog or made it so we can't read it. Why? Not sure..................got a couple theories.
1.) You didn't like what was said to you and you are having a giant temper tantrum which would'nt be unlike you.
2.) You took to heart what was said to you and decided to delete it and move forward with your life and become the adult I hope you can be.
3.) You have decided to say fuck it to the world and everyone who has tried to help you, who has risked friendships and even got police involved to make sure that you were happy.
Is this a guilt trip? No. Is it saying wake the fuck up and smell reality? YES!!!!!!
For the love of the Gods Lindsey what is wrong with you? Words escape me right now as I try to comprehend what may or may not be going on in your head!!!
Your are surrounded by people who did so much for you, who opened their hearts and homes LITERALLY to you and this is what you do?
No wonder your mother was such a bitch to you.......I understand completely now. You are a spoiled rotten little brat and when doesn't get her way throws a ginormous temper tantrum and stomps around.
What point are you trying to make? What are you trying to do right now? Running off the NYC with a man who only sleeps with you for a weekend, takes nude pictures of you and then throws you out again? What the fuck is wrong with you? And yet you go back time and time again.
You have no self esteem.............do you honestly think you can make porn and live with yourself?
Why are you giving away personal possessions? Why are you talking about taking a trip?
Usually the only people who do things like that are the ones about to try and committ suicide.
I am through with you Lindsey. I have done and done and done for you, Nate and Jim and Amy and MY FATHER have done and done and done for you!!!! Over and over again!!!! And you sit there with a blank expression on your face nodding and agreeing with whatever is said and then go and do whatever the fuck you want to!!!! You sat in my living room Christmas eve and lied to my face!!!! You said you would get it together, that you would stop being so goddamn flighty and stupid. And what do you do the next day?? Break your fucking word!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well guess what Princess? The time for advice is OVER!!!! The time for niceties and kindness and always having a shoulder to cry and whine and act like a giant fucking baby is Goddamned over. Because when my husband leaves for bootcamp.......to provide for his family....................I will be goddamned if you think that this behavior will continue.
Go to New York City, try to do porn and not make it. Get the shit beaten out of you by a pimp or other hookers when you try and act all big and bad around them. Maybe it will bring you back to earth.
And if you ever....................ever................disrupt the shields and the energy in my house the way that you have been......................and trust me............I know.......................you're done...........dead............done...
Why don't you reach to the right and grab the box of kleenex to wipe your snivelling face with because I know that is what you are doing right now....................because that's all you do when things don't go your way and you don;t get what you want in life.....................
